Sunday 25 April 2010

alone
alone is as you make yourself
alone corrupts you to fight behind your own thoughts
alone haunts you day and night
alone is as you make yourself
i feared to feel the pain i felt
i realised the coward in me
was taking control of me
and i couldnt run from reality
i was isolating everything
something in me wasnt there
my body was there as a shell
my thoughts were lost somewhere else
but somehow i am slowly
wanting to spend the few days we have left with those i love
and somehow deep in me
i feel a little hapiness growing
like a little cherry blossom tree
its growing.

and i realised it is me who has control of my own life.
i can paint my life to be anything i want it to be

maybe i am slowly finding myself again.
^^