in this whirlwind of a life

a thought sprung to me

in the mist of winter

with my giant yepie lookalike coat

indepth analogy

what m i really doing??

where m i going?

although yes i am at times a carefree soul

but sometimes even these thoughts kinda haunt me

i am a human being unfortunately

so lost

happy

at times

yet always

sad

at most

i mean

its me

me myself

isnt it??

i seem to be paralysed with emotions seeking relief for numbness and happiness i guess.

but there are simpler things i seek....

i want a tatoo
i want a peaceful life
i want to rebel against society sometimes
and at most i guess

i want to fall in love

once i have let go

of someone

but yes that will come to me someday :)

life goes round and round

you only get it once

i dont want to waste it away

god please give me strength

thank you

good night