Wednesday 23 November 2011








she was becoming trapped. more and more.


more

more

more

more

more

more

more

more

a clock slowly ticking.
.
..
...
her pain
its pouring.


"i wonder. if it ends. when everything ends.

will it end then.
will it?"

she is being punished.
for her sins.
her silent story
no one is listening.
her silent story
is floating away
not a fickle of a memory
only the dust remains
all she needed
was a loving friend.




i wish the numbness of my existance. would pinch me.

so i could once again see the light at the end of the tunnel.

but i am happy knowing ill die someday.

i watched a movie called franklyn where there is a suicidal artist and i really liked her story sometimes i feel like ll go crazy and be like her. hahaha