i wish i could live in Sanfrancisco or paris new york nepal village area i dunno anywhere else,, i am so so so so so so so so so sick of uk. and seriously i want to go somewhere where no one knows mee no judgements no nepalese society noo nothing  and i really just want to live for myself by myself for a while, just be at a beautifull placee calmly relaxing, i wish i didnt have to hear so many voices or peoples opinion, why does a person think they know me when really who does know you, you just show what you want to show who knows u truly deeply? no one, everybodys a lier, i am just so sick of people so sick of peoples pretenses making small talk i just need to be alone. i wish i could live like the movie one million yen girl!!!. seriously when will i take the freaking courage i am just so disapointed in my self!!

ruchu made some yummy food :)