nozo . be strong! BRAVE for the both of us. right?
i cant give up so easily. i can do this i can do this i can do this.
although i think i need some magic beans
to help me sane again
so i can see clear again
so i can feel happy again
so i can be me again.
she saw what she was not supposed to see what she didnt want to see. and now she is hurt again. and scared. and petrified and disgusted and horrified. and her life is tumbling. so she is hiding from what or whom no one knows. because her brain cannot acknowledge whats happening to her. and it cant accept so she denies its real and shes waiting to wake up.
Dear
you are my only hope for this world.please be here always.
finis