hello world... i am still here.

somehow i forgot to write

i forgot the feeling of everything..

lost in my own self

lost within this darkness

it seems a tear has landed upon my cheek

from where it came from

i truly do not know

for who? for what? i dont know

i dont know anything

they ask n ask n ask n ask

i dont know

whats wrong whats right

whats what whats what

my heart ....is ticking

for so long tickering

likee a broken doll

like an empty balloon doll

all my memories are gone

everything is just for now

i am living just for now

somehow everything seems so irrelevant

happyness sadness just emotions

my purpose has yet to be found

i am still searching for

miss ??

i wish i could be free of all this troublesome mess i have put myself into. but i will still say thankyou for giving me life no i will not take it for granted.