i think for so long.
i was crying.
for nothing it seemed.at first,
a juvanile kid, absonant mind.
lustful heart beating for
the feign of a beast
i think i was blind.
in forests of thorns
searching for the rose.
for so long it seemed so beyond me
and i feel somhow i became pernicious.
i am sorry. for not knowing sooner.
i am so sorry.