I am here because I am so ill I have been cooped up in my room, trying to recover, when you are ill and your brain is clogged up you feel like you are in a dream, I feel so hazy so I dunno if I will remember what I did for these two days. Anyway I am in a better mood even if I am ill, It makes me realise how lucky it is to be healthy, after I am ill and I get better I feel so alive like yes lets get ready to explore the world. haha I am hating not working though I have made a big decision to move abroad again I think this time I want to live abroad for a while until I don't want to anymore, I don't want to be tied down by anything and I am so free right now I should take advantage of my freedom perhaps in the future I will be tied down. I thought this is my moment to live my life and fulfil my dreams, I am also learning some new languages and I can read Hiragana and Katakana which is the Japanese alphabet although Japanese also has Kanji which is the Chinese alphabet and consists of more then 2000 letter so I don't even know when to delve into that. Hiragana was pretty easy and Katakana is the same sounds but different letters, I think they use it more on English word that they need to say out such as hamburger, television etc. Well this time off makes me realise how long time is and how never ending it is, time is a man made creation and if we didn't have a clock it is just a giant long long long line it's pretty scary. The days seem dull when you don't have much to do but I want to try and learn more new things so that I am wiser and smarter at least that is better then nothing.
I have actually been making some video vlogs I dunno if I should put it here for my memory, I want to capture my life, I need to be more proactive. I have been watching a new Japanese show called Beach boys I am in love with the whole old retro dramas mainly because it reminds me of the simpler days, when you were happy with the simple life and not everyone was go go go, I also like watching them rent videos from video rentals and do normal social things, I think now it's rare to live simply so I enjoy that I also enjoy their humour. They live by the beach and it's so beautiful that's my dream you know to live by the beach so I dream about that while I am watching it.
I also finished another old drama which was soooo funny called Kekkon dekinai otoko, I absolutely love the main character Hiroshi abe. He is just such a unique person a loner but he loves it and he is socially awkward but he loves his life and he does what he likes to do and I felt like I could relate to him I definitely recommend this drama , I might watch it again it was sooo funny and soo interesting!!!!
Here is my favourite character!!!! His expressions alone are priceless.
And some Beach boys I love their photos seriously!
Another movie I watched was Dangal and it was incredible, inspiring and just wow amazing you know just thinking it is based in real life event, I nearly cried at the end. I love hindi movies so it just gives me goosebumps when something is this well written the artists that worked so hard for this movie I aplaud them even my little sister was so into it we were on our toes when they wrestled so I definitely recommend that too.
Well I will write more later I should rest for now I think I have the flu my two sisters had it first and now I got it it makes me whole body ache, sometimes I feel cold and sometimes really stuffy I am just trying to drink loads of water. Please give me strength god. Have a nice day :) Thank you.